Obama and Pelosi...change you can believe in

I am very dismayed by tonight's vote and can only hope that it doesn't pass the Senate. I'm not holding my breath.

I honestly can not understand why so many people think this is good and why so many want complete government takeover of the USA.

I seriously don't get it.

First bailouts, then cap and tax and now 1.2 trillion in so called health care reform just this year.

UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If this passes we will say goodbye to another freedom of choice in this so called free country.

Who is going to pay for this?

Oh yeah the fed will just print more $$$$$, it's not worth the paper it's printed on anyway.
Look at all of the countries that have stopped using US currency because it's worthless.

In case anyone really cares where I'm coming from...

We are uninsured and have been for 5 years now.

We can't afford it and honestly don't want a traditional insurance. If anything we would like a major medical in case of emergency but can't afford that either.

How can passing a bill requiring those uninsured to purchase insurance or be fined or possibly imprisoned helpful?

We can't afford it period, so how in the hell will we pay the fine?

I just can't get over this government anymore.

Unconscious Mutterings

1. Alarm :: No cause for alarm


2. Guest :: room


3. Worm :: Delila (our turtle likes worms)


4. Puppies :: are so cute


5. Honor :: society


6. No! :: No way!


7. Stomach :: ache


8. Counter :: offer


9. Waffles :: syrup


10. Plates :: earthquake

Luna Nina

Thankful Wednesday #2

1. Jason
2. my kids
3.sunshine
4.xanax
5.wine

Happy Birthday Cassie!

My girl is 10! She is such a blessing to us, we love you Cassie!


Blowing out candles.

Dairy Queen Ice Cream Cake is the bomb!

Her bling. Her friend gave her a bracelet making kit and they had a blast with it.

Emerging from rough days

I've been on a roller coaster ride and it's high time I find others who can relate and possibly offer advice.

I'm thinking I'll search yahoo groups for peri-menopause, I can't be the only one with these horrendous symptoms.

FYI the last two days have been HELL! Serious rapid heart rate, high blood pressure, anxiety attacks, nervousness, sleeplessness and CRYING for NO apparant reason to name a few.

I took EXTRA blood pressure meds yesterday and xanax and drank wine.

Today has been smooth sailing compared to that.

I feel human today, I was actually able to function without xanax.

This is not fun!

I get trembles every morning, today it was 5am and I woke straight up startled and legs trembling. This has been happening every day for 2 months.
I was able to get calmed down and go back to sleep.

This has been my life lately which is why I haven't blogged much. But hell if I don't share it nobody will know.

We all need to be there for each other, my online friends have been a huge source of support and encouragement for me.

I love you guys, ok let's not bawl now :)

Unconscious Mutterings

1. Hairbrush :: style



2. Sneak :: peek



3. Hole :: in the wall



4. Horror :: movie



5. Standard :: size



6. Mailbox :: bills



7. Attachment :: parenting



8. Type :: A



9. Nails :: hammer



10. Storage :: unit

Luna NIna

Thankful Wednesday

I've seen lots of folks doing this every week until Thanksgiving.
Sounds like a great idea to me.
List 5 things you are thankful for:

Food
Electricity
Water
Internet
House

Those might seem basic or flip to some of you but considering we came close to going without several of these the past two months I am extremely thankful to still have them at this moment.